Tuesday, September 25, 2007
not on hiatus now.
i have to let the world know my feelings
esp the one who pissed me off
im majorly majorly majorly majorly pissed off today
so damn pissed off until i cant be pissed off anymore
only the people im close to wld know.
okay, i think after my outburst today
i think the whole world knows alrdy.
but anyway IF YOU DONT KNOW
dont even ask me
il either slap/ignore/kick you.
dont even try
if i want you to know il tell you myself.
anyway to the person who pissed me off:
hello you. i cannot believe you did what you did, i cannot believe after all teri sarah and i have done for you, tolerated your shite attitude, taken your sarcastic remarks, withstood your obnoxious-ness, scolded you and still you went ahead to scold our friends, all this shite we've handled from you since day one, you still do this to me. of all people, me. personally, i am not a person who gets pissed off that bad that easily. the amount of people bullying me tells you everything. and you obviously know i bear grudges, i am a person who will not lie about how i feel about you. im utterly disappointed in your behaviour, after all these months, ive actually called you my friend. HA. an obnoxious shitehead b****** my friend. what a joke. i cannot believe i was actually so stupid.
honestly, i did not have a good impression of you since day one. why you may ask ? oh because you dont have the slightest regard for people's feelings. oh wait. do you even know what they are ? f-e-e-l-i-n-g-s ? guess not. since i presumed you have neither a heart or a brain. you think you have friends ? think again. think again.the people that were your friends, or now are still your friends, are very little. and i tell you, you are extremely lucky for them to actually withstand your stinking attitude. wake up ! you shld be honoured they even talk to you. however i believe very very soon, you will begin to realise you are no different from the ones you make fun of, alone, isolated. and a loser. yes, a loser. what i hate about people is that they dont accept who they really are, and put on a mask in front of other people. well guess what, the past always catches up with you.
oh gracious, the months we've put up with your attitude, i dont even know where to begin. i guess i just cldnt take it anymore since monday. and i know today was the last day you were ever my friend. if im nice, i might just call you my accquaintance. (if thats how you spell it) you know what you did. sincerely, when i found out what you did, i swear i was so furious that if you were in front of me at that very moment i wld have slapped you. i would have shouted at you. i would have done something i might have regretted. i myself cannot believe i actually cried because of what you did. not that i was SAD. no in hell's way was i sad. i was ANGRY. frustrated. in short PISSED OFF. you bitch about people. you talk bad about people. its okay all of us can take it. we're not happy about how you treat people but we wont say anything. YOU LOOK DOWN ON YOUR FRIENDS. YOU TALK BAD ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS. do you think we should treat you as our friend ? you have no bloody respect for anyone. NO ONE.
OMG i hate you so much i swear i can punch someone.
if you know who you are.
dont talk to me
cos i swear i will make you hurt.
i dont give a damn if you hate me
because judging from everyone's feelings abt you
there just might be this possibility that i have friends.
and you dont. not real friends anyway.
then again if you know who you are, are you going to hate me ?
do you even for one moment think you have that right to hate me ?
tell me.
just tell me. just one day that you have actually been genuinely nice to people
and not a b******. just tell me. when you are nice for two mins
you expect us to think it is an honour that you are nice.
but hello ? your nice. is nowhere nice.
please. take a look at the dictionary, look up considerate. look up friend. look up nice even. reflect. please. then dont bug us.
7:12 PM
like every other
